Tattered wooden beams seemed likely to break underneath my footsteps Tobacco burned a hole in my cheek I soothed with the diet pepsi we'd stolen as well Nice views look prettier from where you love Soft ridged lips along the horizon The air stood frozen along his shaking chest where I lay my head now Waterfalls lulling me to half sleep, warm with the touch of another being As you whisper your lips tickle my hair "I don't have friends. I have drugs. And I have you." Keeping to your word was the sketchbook that seemed tormented with schizophrenia, melted wax outlining the broken words "I hate drugs, actually, but you should let me hit that" I never thought I could breath out of a light bulb The concept was much too ironic for me It wasn't even concern until I heard a little voice telling me to stop smelling like her daddy And the water I used to wash down my medicine poured down my face The faded recorded seeming to keep time with it "I want to live where soul meets body" Then it all gets too bright and I can't walk to your car I didn't think I could speak but my thoughts were out loud And I asked myself if this is what drugs feel like Is this what love feels like