I'm not used to this and I'm not great at it; dead center of the target in my heart, it hits crushing it to bits.
This is what I get for feeling what I had no idea what I was dealing with and I can no longer conceal it; only God knows the time needed to heal it.
We've had our time; it was sublime. Though it seemed so short...man, I can't think straight; I'm having difficulty finding the words to rhyme.
But I have to use my ability to rhyme and infuse it into these poetic blues to try and define how I don't want to lose you or confuse you when I tell you the news.
The last thing I want is for you to feel pain; I'm going insane in the brain trying to refrain from this strain that I'm doing my best to contain trying to explain.
Maybe you need to be away from me; this is no cliché nor a game to me. It's been weighing on my mind all day.
I've never had a relationship like this; no meaning behind a kiss and feelings are hit and miss.. I don't want to reminisce.
Maybe it's my fault for falling too deep; having too much faith in my leap..I ended up sowing what I reaped.
I don't want the hurt to show or reveal that I feel so low, and though I'll feel so alone, it wasn't that long ago when you had me before hello..but I have to let you go...