I miss the way it was in the beginning,
When my kisses and touch left your head spinning.
When I could look you in the eyes and see how much you care,
Now I feel when you look at me I'm not even there.
You see me but you also see through,
Now I can't talk to you about anything and sometimes I wish you knew.
This unbearable pain pressing on my chest,
this depression I feel that won't let me rest.
I speak my mind and it just makes you mad,
while your anger just leaves me sad.
Nothing I say seems to be good enough for you,
Yet everytime I go to fix it there's nothing I can do.
From the tone of my voice that's always the same,
to the attitude you say I have that's driving me insane.
I speak calmly but I'm just being a bitch,
Alot of times I wish our roles would switch.
So I can treat you the way you treat me,
maybe then you'll finally see....
Not everything I say is to cause a fight,
I just want everything to be alright.
I just want things back to the way they were,
Back to when I was always sure.
Back to when you treated me like I was your everything,
and that if you didn't have me you'd have nothing.