A shot in the dark never meant something so golden I could gut myself Oozing out in pristine green Oh my friend help me Stab quick, cut clean Make it look like it was me For you must understand I can't do it myself I am a coward No gumption, no pride High hell, sky melt, sly felt, why tell? My arms speak for themselves Tragic magic lacks it The tracks it The fact is it won't have tact It wont And I'm losing it And my veins are disintegrating right in front of me Am I being too honest? I've been lying this entire time I promise I ******* swear None of this is true And keep on that smirk You won't have a face to contort when I find you Oh stop it Don't take it personally It's not you It's me! It's me! Dreary ****** up stupor flailing Glassy skin you can see right through to the heart. It's black (obviously) tinted diseased green, glossed with ash And it reads "closed indefinitely" Also "*******" And "Christ wuz here" I love myself as a black bead of blood runs down my arm. I love it for a second or two. I love you for a second maybe a few But no more than that