I have mixed feelings about you.
I am sure I don't want you around anymore but I think I only get attached to you when you pressure me into it.
Sometimes I feel that I am just happy with you not being around because that's what's real. The reality that I always deny. When you're not around I have peace in my heart and in my mind. I stop worrying. I stop thinking about you daily movements. I stop caring, as simple as that. When you appear.. or you keep trying.. you give me the false hope I always had in you.
I am fed up from the false hope.
I am fed up being with someone who acknowledge me ONLY when I am GONE.


Sorry it's too late dear. I made up my mind.
I don't need you in my life.