Maybe i should feel less

Love you less

Think about you less

Cherish you less
So that no matter what you do, I wont get hurt


But I cant.
I cant let you feel the pain of that little boy crying in the shower while balled up into his knees

I cant let you feel the pain of that little boy thinking about jumping off every building

I cant let you feel the pain of that little boy as he brings that sharp knife closer and closer to his wrist

I cant let you feel the pain Ive felt


So come here, and break me. Ill welcome you with open arms.

Ill be fine


*As long as I see your beautiful smile