happy to nonfunctional one eighty degrees I go from blazing fire to a mid-July freeze my mind is doing fine but my body isn't living instability this isn't pleasant wearing a blindfold at the edge of a great cliff misstep, suddenly falling I could use a lift I start a day rock-solid by the end crumbling smiling and laughing but then alone and trembling Can you explain me to me? Can you explain me to me?