Memories of late night rendezvous at the park, now we're no more than strangers in the dark, when you look back at your life will I have left a mark, because you were the only thing holding my life together when I wanted nothing more than to tear it apart, if you've seen your end where do you even start, will I just be another faded memory gone with the breeze, can you tell me how the ******* replaced me with such ease, screaming to an empty sky death take me away please, I wonder if you know that you will always have my heart, don't you see it  was yours from the very start, looking to my side I can't believe what I'm seeing, tears fell as I watched you fleeing, you looked me in the eyes as you lied and destroyed every fiber of my very being, honestly I know I can survive without you in my life, but to do so each dark day must end with a tripped night, knowing all to well that each trip has the potential of becoming a one way flight, in my darkest hours you were my only source of light, thoughts of you and the life we planned were the only reasons I had the strength to fight, with a pen in hand the future was ours to write, but that was before I discovered all the lies hidden just out of sight, to be honest I almost decided to join him the very next day, I'm an addict that's prone to self loathing and heartache what more can I say, I know i have only myself to blame for my life going this way, I knew the chances I was taking all to well when I began this journey, but I never even imagined you being the one to burn me,