I remember when we first met, you were so pure and i was full of regret, even from that first night my heart was yours you just didn't know it yet, i fell in love on the spot i just couldn't show it yet, a connection that formed so fast, completely erased the pain from the last, you accepted who i was even despite my past, burned so many bridges without a second thought, each day thinking how lucky i am for what I've got, each second together spent wishing more could be bought, but then you were caught, they watched as we fought, they said you could do better than someone stuck in the same spot, i gave you everything from my soul to my heart, handed it over thinking we would never be apart, little did i know you had been lying from the start, i don't even know who you are anymore, but then again i guess i didn't even know the real you before, you let me build our life on lies knowing exactly what was in store, now I'm back to wondering what the **** love is for, this has changed me as a person and that's something i just can't ignore, feeling the pain radiating from my core, stuck between turning my back or walking back in the door, bloodshot eyes spilling tears on the floor, no matter what you will be my last, even if our time has passed, starting to feel like i did right before i crashed, this will surely bring tears that i know, what the **** would you expect though, i waited eagerly as i watched you grow, knowing it was worth it because one day our love could show, dull grey eyes that no longer glow, so many lies that i don't even know what to believe, don't you know it would ******* **** me if i decided to leave, a life without you is something i could never conceive, i gave you my ******* soul Macie and this is what i get in return, you would think after the life I've had that i would learn, I've been in your shoes so i guess this time it was my turn, don't ******* act like it is now because before this my life was never your concern, just remember that you get what you earn, and to feel the flame you must first burn...