I awoke in a jungle no man should roam, years spent trying to find my way home, looking to my side my heart sunk as I realized I was alone, what happened to never leaving me on my own, another trip as I ignore a ringing phone, only because I know what's waiting on the other end, a bright future to could have been, loves decoy turned out to be nothing more than a friend, tattered remnants of a torn heart no seamstress could ever mend, another scar as another trip is about to begin, I only walked away because I knew you wouldn't condone all this sin, and I hate lying when you ask where I've been, so instead I close my eyes and tighten my grip on this pen, and let loose the monsters within..