at finding my insides a conical waste, unfettered and zealous, I strolled deep into flames in jungles of obesity and anticlimactic falls the auras of her spells instantly dissolve and all of the noises his bloated coffin gave removed what remained, inside velvet smoke culled like a viper exhuming its prey now hobbled crutches sway at the prow (ship of gold holding more blue than the sea) inhaling drops of silicon through the heated chemical rain, melting praying for this specter to absolve even as it was forgiven in Eden, now blue and useless buried in clouds