Gabriel sits on a concrete stairwell in Cobble Hill reading a newspaper. He is an illusion to my illusionist mind. I've painted a memory of him. I haven't seen him since early July. In my new state of mind, in my new city, my new home my new smells and people and steps to be taken and shivers to be shaken from fear and excitement I yearn for the familiarity of Gabriel. I walk to Carroll Gardens wiping the visions of Gabriel off my soul like crumbs from my shirt. I will see him again, I am sure. But how beautiful would it be to have a little piece of home so far from home.