It’s a new day, full of life and fun . lonely again
for another night missing her by my side . The touch of her skin next to mine.
I am the man bringing his heart out on this hot
summers morn . It’s me again standing so tall waiting and wondering , day dreaming thats all ...
Could I be the one that makes your smile appear or is it a farce as she disappeared into the night . Toy’s and glitter  
From flat screen Tv’s to breakfast in bed , for chocolate ,gifts I bring to you pass it off and say goodnight .

With every word I have a vision of us holding hand and talking about tomorrows dreams and plans we made  . My actions and words to mention or to name a few , were short thoughtless , twisted and confused.
My Life could be easier but what fun is that .  We speak about  honesty and trust then  I  get up and run .
I tell you things straight from my heart I have changed and so have you . Our distance has become pain and pain I feel too.
The days go by faster  minute turn into weeks .  
We still say I love because its true .  We  both soul search for a way to make this work . Sweet lady after all these fine years I stand before you and know the time is near . What we had, has disappeared into the past . You say you will try once more I say I am getting better with my anger and  independence issues.  But also knowing that was then and my needs never changed . Your a lovely woman with a heart of gold .
The years go by and still wonder if she knows I still loved her.