Today u would have been 3 days past one,
Sleepless nights my baby I wish I could run.
Run from the world that I feel I have nothing left to gain,
I cry every time it starts to rain.
So much pain!!!
Sometimes I wonder if I where to give my life would he bring u back,
But I know he won't that's a proven fact.
But y not these days taking a life for some is just a game,
People become real big celeberties
Filled with fortune and fame.
So much pain!!!
They say I must hold on and be strong,
I should feel blessed for the 6 others
That are not yet gone.
Coming from who an outsider looking in trying to bring light to the situation,
Just leave me alone u will never understand my frustration.
So much pain!!!
They aren't me and they had no part in having you,
Stop acting as if u can ever feel the way I do.
I swear I'm about to just nut up and go crazy,
Don't judge me I'm in so much pain u try loosing a baby!!!
So much pain!!!