When you Love some one so much you're willing to give even your own feelings up to make sure they are happy... And that there is no other substitute for the brilliance of their smile, the feel of their arms in a hug, and the light of their eyes, you know you're knocked out in the corner. You're lost Rocky...
And When you Love some one that much, and you can't be with them not for lack of trying nor lack of emotion, but for the written way of the world, how is one to survive the ache? The hurt of knowing that they 'just might' be with you 'if things were different' and if Life was 'just a little easier'...or that 'its not how its supposed to be' or even simpler, 'Its more complicated then that...'
Well I Love you that much, so sorry to burst your bubble. And I am sad enough to be fine and ok with being yours secretly, if you admit to being mine even if only for an hour. Your lips against mine, your hands on my skin, your eyes looking upon my body and my soul as if its a diamond.
I Love you so much that I am here, willingly offering you myself as a sacrifice if only for the feelings it brings me - Knowing it makes you feel better as well brings enough comfort. Don't worry about me, I'll be fine, just kiss, touch, talk, be... I'm yours And I always will be.