I knew you would hurt me but I waited. I gave you the benifit of the doubt just in case you would appreciate what I have been doing for you.. Maybe I am wrong, Maybe I should'nt have had tried so hard. Maybe I should just realize many things...
I should realize: 1-You are not good enough for me. 2- You don't care about me as much as you did before, in fact, you sometimes don't care at all. 3- You only bring saddness and pain to my heart, unlike before, when you used to bring me joy and happiness. 4- You will never acknowledge me infront of your parents, sisters, friends or in public. 5- You will always demand for more but give me less. 6- You think you are always right. 7- You have a replacement for me whenever I decide to go. 8- You think we won't be lovers/friends forever and it is just a phase. I know that for sure. 9- You always guarantee that I will come back.. ALWAYS. 10- You like seeing me weaker than you, sometimes I think you even enjoy it.
I will leave you but for more than the 10 reasons above.. There are more reasons that you could even imagine.
But wait, When do I need you the most? and Who is your replacement? Before deciding to leave you I should make sure I won't ever come back to you like I did before. The solution, is a new love. Shall I accept the new love offered to me? Shall I say yes? Shall I open my heart to someone else? Will I commit to him the same I did to you? Will I be his comfort zone like I did to you? Shall I give him a chance? Shall I?
Or Shall I just forgive you again (as usual) and endure the pain...?