I'll be pretty this time,
I promise to a room that never loved me.
      I'll be better.
Less of everything I am and more of everything I'm not.
               I'll even be someone else I promise,
       Just,
           as a request - forgive me my sins,
                                                forgive me my birth and love me one more day.

I want to want life - but I can't and your love - the love I can never have
      keeps me here.
Please, one more day, cause this ledge is ******* cold, and I don't wanna go just yet.

One more day.
    Just one.
            One.
love - please?