I drift slowly
     swiftly
          quickly
back back back
dancing and laughing and a cone on my head
        I remember those beginning days
   I see your round face, glowing eyes
and feel the pedestal lifting higher and higher, too high for a human girl
Love literally embraced every single person near
     A love so strong it seemed impossible
*"MOMMY" ....."MOMMY"
Oh yea, reality...reality...
            it's so many years later
pour the milk, run a bath,
                 look around...you aren't here...
       miss you....miss your hands...
       miss your eyes looking at me like there is nothing i can do wrong...
But I missed you and your eyes and your hands for so long
while you were still standing right here
... and now
it's the blue eyes and brown eyes that i look at, no more dark green eyes
and there's a different kind of love ...
have to let that fantasy life go...it hasn't been here for years