She stares at the darkness The rain and clouds It covers her home like a shroud Dark cobblestone Everywhere she looks Moss grows in all the crannies and nooks When will the darkness end? Her future looks bleak The outcome dull Her life is planned in full Marry him, live here Now now No time for tears She's suffocating In this darkness No air Can penetrate the clouds
It's been so long since she's seen the sun It's light has been forgotten Her eyes are lifeless Her features dead I suppose that's what you get For suffocating the life Out of a girl so full of light You've bent her will Made her submit And so she lost her charm Her fiery wit A complete stranger who had A gracious smile for the guests And a "Don't worry" at cleaning the mess
What if you had let her live? What if she still had Her charm and wit? Maybe then she would dance in the rain Rather than cry with it What if you hadn't forced her to marry him? Maybe she would have been a different wife Perhaps she wouldn't have chosen to marry at all She might've lived a scandalous life But at least she'd have lived
But you pinned her under your thumb Pushed and molded Broken and hit Until she succumbed Are you happy now? She lived an unhappy life And died an unhappy death All because you couldn't stand to be contradicted You had to be right To rob her of her fight
Now you stare at the darkness The rain and the clouds But at least you know what she felt now