Thoughts from my least used paint brush: I sometimes wonder what red taste like I have seen my keeper bleed ****** knuckles, wrists, and knees I often wonder if different shades of the same color hold the same feeling I have never felt orange Have never knit together sunsets or flowers I am abstinent from such beauty I have known blue Paint bucket skies, blended grace to look upon I do not want to take credit for what I have done But I still want to be a part I want to explore the color green Plant gardens on woven white paper Grow tall, thin, wide, strong Walk in this ecstasy as a gardener I want to build sky scrapers reaching into the lust of clouds White, black, grey I am okay with being neutral if it only means I will sip the savoring make up of this masterpiece A possibility always seems to be floating next to me I am only waiting to lifted into nirvana I will wait forever for just one monument with my name carved into it And I will not falter, I will not give up My mouth has gone dry but I am hopeful to once again meet with my love of creativity