Let me give you my sight
My heart
It might shine some light
On how we fell apart
This is hard to explain
Maybe in the past year I've gone insane
There's been times I know I've failed
I carry that shame
Irrelevant people who I'd rather not name
Came between
I analyze it everyday
Still can't find the exact moment
It became this way
It's possible I lost you long ago,
Why is it though you wont let go?
This road has been a rough one
Does it ever end?
Hope I dont remember that day
As vivid as the day it began
Not scared to lose love
Just scared to love again
I know I took you for granted
I admit it
But can you
Take responsibility for anything you do
We both have cause pain
We both will never be the same
We both played the game
We lost
What else is there to gain
But to both go insane
Both caught up in this maze
We call love
Look how messy this **** has become
Look at what we have done
This is only my side
My view of the ride
Now the question is, and will always be
Do we stop or continue to be ?
Do we cut all ties , do we give it another try?
Kinda want the pain to stop, kinda not
Still want to love you, kinda want to hate you
Mixed emotions
Four letters cause such a commotion
It's getting tough to deal
On this side
Didn't know I was solo on this ride, or am I?
Your wave frequency comes strong then weak
We've hardly talked in the past week
It's funny how others want to give me their love
But its always yours I seek
Honestly I think I'm just gonna give up
Never been the one to do so
Just think enough is enough