She's beautiful tall and thin
So graciously she welcomed me in
I was thrilled as you can imagine
That I was able to be with them
The ones that everyone envied
This wasn't the sort of thing you could leave

She made one of them
Soon I was beautiful and thin
She became like a sister to me
We shared secrets and laughs
It was like a dream

Then I woke up
And life set in
Suddenly I wasn't beautiful
Or popular or thin
I was sick and blind
And didn't want to admit
That it was her fault
She helped me
With something I begged her to

I can't sleep or think
All I want to do is die
Yet I have to live
So I just have to cry
Everything hurts and
Its way too loud
I stand alone but
There seems to be a crowd

I'm slipping away now
Im in too deep
At least I'll finally
Be able to sleep