It's 5am & Ive never felt more awake. Every time she leaves, my heart she takes. But she lays with me now & im drowning in excitement and joy. My heart pounds and my stomach dances like a prom masquerade as if I'm a 13 year old boy. I treasure these nights, & when God shuts off the lights, I know it's time for me to stare into those mesmorizing autumn eyes. The pleasure is right, she holds me tights, & I dread her leaving again at the first evidence of sunrise.