i feel my lungs expanding,
My heart is so demanding,
For the air i need to breathe,
As i fear i cannot see,
These screams surrounding me,
As i lose my will to live
They thrive,
Holding me in place, they lied
Pushing me away, this is a bad trip
They tell me
This is a bad trip
She screams, this is only the tip of the iceberg,
That we will all drown beneath,
STOP!..........................................
I need to breathe, I cannot see or hear,
I wont feel the pain,
You've killed my brain like cancer,
You've eaten me alive,
And oh how you thrive,
While i die on the inside
And i knew right from the start
That you would Break my heart
And ill scream from the pain
The Numbing In my brain
The oh so fragile skin, you touch
This is a sin, this is Too MUCH
STOP......................... its not enough
But I do it anyway
I wont be okay
I'm allowed to be mad and hurt
I don't care what you have to say
You played, a twisted game
It Broke, my glass heart
My hands Bled
I cut them on the little pieces
When I tried to love you with them
I'm not smart
I wasn't from the start
It hurts
but only during the bad parts
I Thrive
Because you make me feel like art
STOP...............
When did this become about you
I Wrote this train of thought
I thought we were through
But your always on my mind
To kind to leave me behind
And it kills me
But id rather die than lose you
And you know that i wont go
Theres far too much to show
Ill fight, even if its not right
And youve given up on me
I see
You cant ask me to leave, i wont
I wont go, not unless you beg
I prey, you never go that far
This felling is so bizarre
Its hard
STOP!..............
My hollow body aches
Stop!!!.....................
My breath you always take
Stop............................................
Please don't leave me behind
stop.....................................................
­This is where we say goodbye