You stabbed the sky and it bleed gold Moths invade my vivid fortress of light I want to be touched as tho I'm a white flower and your fingers are the autumn frost In coming pill bugs sink deep into my rotting skin and start to decompose within Magazine pictures cover the walls to point out all of my flaws Dismantle my ego and rebuild it from cockroach shells ill open your creaky doors and walk across your creaky floors Safety pin scratches on my hips The taste of stomach acid on my lips, knuckles swallowed and ****** from what I've done Self hate is the meaning of this