he said he didn't know why he kissed me that night (a familiar line for me) he tells me he loves me and wants to protect me picks me up from parties when I am too drunk to move makes silly sounds on his keyboard to stop my crying plays board games with me until two in the morning when I can't sleep he is a light at the end of the hallway that I am getting closer and closer to reaching but he said he didn't know why he kissed me -