I miss you so much. And I want to tell you and I want you to know I still love you somehow. But what would be the point in even telling you. You're something I want to move on from. But something I wanted forever. Your existence is bittersweet. I've moved on. But the memories haunt my dreamery. Also telling me of the things I fear the most with you. I want to be there for you, but why won't you be there for me? Come back. Be mine. I hate that I love you so much. And I couldn't explain one reason why I feel such a thing for you.