To the boy, I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry I ****** up. I'm sorry for everything I've done wrong. I'm sorry i waited to tell you. I'm sorry I'm not the best. To my parents, I'm sorry I've ****** up my life. I'm sorry I hate myself. I'm sorry that I'm not the perfect child. I'm sorry for making you cry. I'm sorry that you spent money for therapy that was pointless. I'm sorry I make wrong decisions. I'm sorry I don't show you I love you enough. To my best friend, I'm sorry you've put up with me this long. I'm sorry I was dumb. I'm sorry I hurt myself. I'm sorry that I hurt you. I'm sorry that you don't believe me when I say I love you. To myself, I'm sorry. I'm sorry that my life is going down hill. I'm sorry I hate everything about myself. I'm sorry I destroy my body. I'm sorry I have scars everywhere. I'm sorry I don't love myself enough to want to live. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry.