i don't know what to do , i can't seem to make a decision.
there's a part of me that wants to hold on but there's a part of me that wants to let go.
"holding on does more damage than letting go"
but i'll be hurting either way.

why do i want to hold on?
you're like my peace and happiness when everything seems lost.

why do i want to let go?
your words don't quite match up with your actions.

you say you're interested in me and you really like me
but you can never find the time to spend time with me.

no matter how "busy" you are, if you care about the person you will always find time for them . am i right?
so why can't you ever find time for me?

i've given you countless chances and you ruined every one of them
and yet still i come running back to you like some **** fool.

and as i look closer at it , the bad overpowers the good.
but am I really ready to let go?