With the smile on her face she came close to me , Handed me a letter hiding all her misery . . . . . . . . . So busy I was didn 't lend her an ear , And this is the thing I always regret. . . . . . . . . I imagine the day that has passed so far , The day when my mommy brought me a toy car . . . . . . . . . . In the journey from a toy car to my brand new wheels , I never asked her choice or even what she feels. . . . . . . . The first day of my school was such an ace, But what strikes my soul is my mum 's blissful face . . . . . . . The spark and the glory she had in her eyes , Her smile was known; I know it never lies. . . . . . She was **** happy for me I noticed it in her eye , The tears of happiness which I could never deny . . . . . . . . . When I was a teen I got my phone and cool stuff , I never thanked her though it was all because of her . . . . . . . In my dreams every night that 's all I see, My mommy, My mum lying besides me . . . . . . . The letter was expressing her feelings and love for me , The pain and agony she felt was now set free. . . . . . . . Emotions and love for me were just silly things , as i was being selfish and crazy over small blings . . . . . My taunts and words of hatred creep and crawl slowly up my mind , whispered the things I did to her for sure were not kind. . . . . . I was always tugged in fight with you , I know I was never right , But mom my arms are waiting for you , Please come back and hug me tight . . . . . . . .