The hurt in my eyes is all that has to be said Sometimes I know I'm better off dead The pain is the only thing I can feel Knowing it's the one thing that's real Sorrow consuming everything thought Slowly losing everything I've got Darkness closing all around Still I don't make a single sound Evil fills the void inside This life's not one I'll confide still I'll fight for one more day But I don't think I want to stay This life is slowly tearing me apart it's too much strain on my heart At my funeral people will say "She fought until her very last day"