i depend too much on love
i depend too much on someone else to pick up my pieces and put me back together, only for them to leave as soon as they came, leaving me more broken than before
it's like i'm taking one step forward and two steps back
i don't know why i still try
i don't know why i'm still even here
i should've given up a long time ago
these feelings remind that i am indeed feeling and that i am alive but these feelings are the sole reason why i don't want to be alive
it's a vicious cycle that i never asked to start
i'd like everything to stop, please