you wait like a fisherman in the edge of what lakes for not just any fish, a specific terrain underwater a definite current, that makes such and such hardier, skin rainbower, sleekier, don’t say it’s fat or long, and it’s enough what feeds its meat what horrors did its fins run off from, what did its unblinking eyes stare at— is what makes beautiful that is why you crouch and wait the wait of ages, if you die of hunger it is a worthier death than to eat just whatever bites the bait. The beautiful is worth the wait.