I am trying to be brave and wild and kind to myself. I accept only the peachy things. Everything good in the world induces fire and destruction; two things you and I have grown to love. The seasons are changing and every road leads right back to you. I love you with the elegance and grace of a trainwreck. Like the sweeping inhale before you let yourself scream on the way down a rollerocaster. I melt into you waiting at the bottom of the bike path in autumn. Erasing anything that calls itself distance. We are the result of June and midnight and becoming good again. The clementines, the fields, good god, the sun. I love it so much I want to hit something. We can have any of it.