Butterfly eyes Watch my life from the inside Catching glimpses of my world Through my open mouth and open ears They rest in my stomach Fluttering to life whenever he comes by So I smile And cut their wings to stumps Laughing as each on squirms it's way through my chest And out my lashes Tingling the strangest of places It makes me twitch this way and that way Planning for the next day What to wear Where to go What to say But every night As a lay in cool rain and large t-shirts Their wings regrow They do forevermore And it hurts my veins Because I shouldn't feel this way But I will But I do And I did