The years went by so fast, she said Something with his stomach Common problem for the big guys like me The fireworks we watched from the jutting rock Blocked shooting stars and myths in sky But all I saw were big brown eyes Speckled sweet with honey I mourn in silent solitude In a cramped chair On a bus Full of coworkers Families waiting with nervous needy children Expecting smiles of anticipation Aching knees hurt half as much as smallest scrap of heart Tonight I will weep for him after the children are in bed I stopped believing In god When he started taking all my Best friends Away