My body is shaking I can't breathe It feels as if I'm drowning Gasping for air Tear falling down my face Head pounding with pain My mind can't control what I am doing anymore I want to stop I want to breathe I want to be in control But I can't The tears won't stop falling I can taste the salt I can feel the fear I can feel the pain
But when it's finally over I pretend it never happened Like everything is perfectly okay Like I could always breathe with ease Like I never cried for hours Like I never felt the pain I keep on pretending