I always wondered how people could feel pain but yet be so strong

I always wondered how it might one day feel like to lose someone I love

But never would I have thought in a million years.. It would have been you

I never thought I would feel this way, would lose you

Never imagined that I could one day lose myself in loving you

In wanting you, in caring for you, in loving you.

I miss you, I need you so much, I love you.