for many days you followed me as I walked back home and little by little I decoded your signs: the broken flowers on the floor, the bird standing still at the window watching me as I undressed slowly, tired. I trembled and so did you, wherever you were. And I felt it, it tickled a little bit. I turned around, but you weren't there. And now that I've learned what I had to learn, I will kneel down and pray for you to hold me for you to stay.