Cause when I'm sober I think and when I think you come to mind and when you come to mind I find that I start wishing that I could just die...but when I'm not sober this pain becomes a distant memory, I don't think, therefore you don't come to mind, I don't find the need to die cause through time the alcohol consumption buries my mind so you see I don't mind...but what I mind is what my mind is doing right now, and that's thinking, I want to stop but that's impossible then I'll have to stop living...I guess sober or drunk it doesn't really matter, I will think and when I think you'll come to mind and when you come to mind I'll just want to die...