Did you really love her? She was good to you. Too good in fact.
Maybe you just didn't want to be alone. So you pursued her. Made her fall for you and your undeniable charm. Perhaps she made you feel better She put you out of your misery. She saved you. But you ****** the life out of her. She doesn't deserve the pain she went through after you decided you're done with her.
So I know the answer to that question..
No.. You didn't love her. You don't **** the person you love. You don't destroy the person who gave you everything.