It's already dawn but my eyes won't close
Waiting for the reason of this unsleepy eyes of mine
I keep thinking about the message that hurt me like the thorns of rose
It's really painful, I can't pretend that I'm happy and fine

Mr. Negative keeps knocking on the other side of my mind
Telling me lots of negative ****
The other side of me is asking so many Why's and signs
I hope this is not real I hope it's just a myth

I don't know what to feel
If I should feel the anger or sadness or don't feel anything at all
I don't know what to think
It's like guessing which way to go inside a maze

One thing I learned today
That even if you're so happy
A word can break you and hurts you like sting rays
A summer's day can turn into a cold freezing night in may

If this will end soon
I don't know what will happen
I wouldn't just think of 'Ifs' and be calm in my room
Listen to songs and write poems and wait until the end