Creating new memories like the ones that disappeared when you lied and said forever despite my lack of fear. I can't erase you completely but the day I do I'll cry, and from the moment forward I'll understand I've died. The understudy did a better job than I ever thought he could. He stole the heart, on one knee the day I said I would. When I told you, "Break a leg" I wasn't speaking in such literal terms. But, in honesty, I'm glad you did so that I could learn. He holds me tight through night although I push away. The thought of you, a heart untrue, how can my dreams still come true? This is what goes through my mind when he asks me what is wrong. Until I find a better way, I'll pretend that I am strong.