my dear, i'm just nervously standing here,
waiting for the fog to clear, overwhelmed
with sadness and fear.

confusion & anxiety, becoming a part
of my every day, i know that i'm negative & moody,
but trust me, i never wanted it to be this way.

i look out my window, at a world so dark & ugly,
a heartless society that tells me i'm unworthy,
i walk alone & stare down at the ground, while people stop &
stare, wanting to be found, but no one seems to care.
all of there acusations & these hopeless situations,
it's almost more than i can bare.
isolated, wounded & hated, it's just my reality,
everywhere i look, there is negativity.
& all they say as they sneere and look away
is "life is unfair." well trust me, i'm well aware.