My dad a tired old guy drinking **** warm beer one can after another in a basement refuge he called The Shop
He was kind but very quiet His silence a gift of the War and its visible atrocities
He didn't spend much time upstairs with the rest of us but we could always enter his domain of cigarette smoke and beery mist to panhandle some change or just sit with him in the half darkness listening to baseball on the radio
Until the day his liver generated another final plan