My heart is in so much pain,
The way i am i just don't know who to blame.
But what about me and the way I feeling,
And what about the hurt and the way inside how much I'm killing.
Some days I hate me for what I am and what I do
Sometimes I hate me for all and every part of me that came from u
Sometimes I doubt my life how I would be without u
But y I can't understand who I am and how my purpose of life is meaningless
Sometimes I'm ever so confused on luv and pain I feel lifelessness
Y am I who I am today
Y does pain represent luv in so many ways
What now what am I to truly do
Because deep within me I hate me because  I'm apart of you!