You went home for the weekend after the travesty that Thursday night was i cant really blame you is the answer to my question on your mind? i told you out of everyone here the one i was trying to protect was close to me that he didn't want you to know that he's falling for you hard you asked me so many questions about him and i answered half true every time i still refuse to lie you walked away angry and slightly disappointed i'm sorry i couldn't tell you the one i was trying to protect but i am close to me and i think you know it was me so you've gone home now for a few days i thought it'd be a nice break before you asked me but now i'm on edge i'm so ******* excited for what happens next yes no it never really mattered just the fact that i tried is close enough to good so when i see you Monday i'll continue this silly game because it makes me smile and i'm just delaying the inevitable