Darling I know what you are thinking, "Mum is crazy".
Maybe I am, but I hate being wrong, so I am not.
You might feel lonely, tired, heartbroken.
I am too.

I'm sorry for screaming at you when you changed your look.
I'm sorry for looking at you cold and bitter.
I'm sorry for lose control that night.
The pills, the nights, the lovers.
I'm sorry, Pam.

I saw you with you white dress yesterday.
You looked beautiful as an angel.
You smile at yourself in the mirror,
I supposed he's a good man.

I remember the first time someone break your heart.
Your puppy, sad eyes were tearing me down.
I knew that boy broke your heart,
and I knew he wasn't the first one.
I can't believe, I was.

You told me one day you didn't want to have kids.
You say you didn't want to be like me.
I told you this, my dear.
I'm sure, you won't be.

My sweet Pam, I love you.
You were the sweet in my bitter.
I wish you all the happiness in this world.
That stupid boy, and this crazy mom, won't hurt you anymore.