he stares at me, silently appraising my every feature, critical glances along the lines of my body, looking at every angle, seeking the nuances of me, giving me the once-over, like i am a piece of meat and he looks for the best cut at the butcher's shop. his gaze travels over me, and i watch his eyes, staring back at me, boring into my very being, until at last i am forced to look away from the man in the mirror.