I know **** well that I **** at poetry,
but you see,
it's hard to type or even understand what I'm writing,
when the words are always so ******* blurry.
Or when they float off the paper as if the wind were carrying them off.
And sometimes the words turn something else all together.
A paragraph can turn into a monster.
Some give me a sort of paralysis, and I'll sit for hours, just reading it,
over, and over again.
Other's stare me in the face, causing my stomach to drop,
every single time.
I'm never satisfied with what I write.
Everything is usually right,
but there's a part of me that believes,
that words will never express what's going on inside my head.
Yet it's the only thing that even comes close to helping.